Sundays are hard days for me. We get up, shower all the kids so everyone can be at their Sunday best. Aubrie and Deacon get ready first, next is Ysa. This is when it starts to get hard. Dolling her up is so fun but it tugs on my heart. How Merin would love to be here to watch her grow. To tell her baby how pretty she looks for church. To giggle over all her growing rolls as she kicks in the tub. I miss my sister. I miss her smile, and constant encouragement. There is simply no one to take her place in my life. Not that I would wish that. Its just that there is a hole now. A hole in my life, and it hurts. It's sad, but I feel strength in every one's prayers and kind words. Thank you for your support.